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Am I Gonna Die Now?
02:39
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I’ve been waiting, been waiting now
So many days it make you wanna shout
I got so much soul babe, I got so much life to give
Brighter days and darker nights
Cold porches crying over endless skies
All this mystery and all this gin I drink
Their saying there’s no time like the present
But, there’s no pain like my presence
I can’t stand it, I know that I’m a mess
Arriving late was not my thing,
Feeling heavy, now that’s my thing
All these patients are making me feel cold
I’m waking up, I’m coming out
I’m feeling strange, I got so much doubt
I’m feeling heavy, I’m feeling heavy now
Am I gonna die now, will you hold my hand?
There’s so much to this life I don’t understand
Will we make it out, We’re we ever “in”
It’s a comfort to know I’m covered for my sins
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Livin With The Dead
02:50
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Am I living in my head too much
Am I living with the dead too much
Is it always as it seems
When I’m tearing at the seams
Am I living in my head too much
Am I talking all that mess too much
Do I drive you to the cliff to jump
Is it always mysteries
Can I settle down or leave
Am I acting like a fool too much
Am I working on my final breath
Am I leaning too far over the edge
Am I close to break-n down
I can feel the sun setting now
I am slowly turning back to the ground
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Ghost
04:09
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Where did I go now?
Am I too far gone?
I searched the whole house
Think’in I did wrong
(Where is my ghost, where is my ghost)
Tell me have you seen me
Am I on my own
I can’t seem to calm down
I don’t know how to cope
(Where is my ghost, where is my ghost)
(Where is my ghost, where is my ghost)
I’ve been driving all night
The streets won’t end
Been turning into sunlight
But it’s still no friend
Oh God just give me patience
I seem lose myself
Been chasing for a while now
I’m chasing it still
They said I need to calm down
I’m moving too fast
But when you start to lose grip
The feelings don’t last
Oh God just make me weightless
So I can float on by
Move me from my despair
Move me into the light
Where is my ghost, where is my ghost
Where is my ghost, where is my ghost
Where is my ghost, where is my ghost
Where is my ghost, where is my ghost
Where is my ghost, where is my ghost
Where is my ghost, where is my ghost
Where is my ghost, where is my ghost
Where is my ghost, where is my ghost
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4. |
Don't Wait Up
03:19
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I’m terrified to say it
But I can feel the worse is coming yet
I can see the shadows closing in
Change is for living
I’m already dead in cold decay
I can’t seem to keep it going now
Don’t wait up
Don’t wait up for me
Don’t wait up
Don’t wait up for me
Is this for the last time?
I can’t seem to care about it either way
Take me towards the light I’ve been chasing down
Pull me from this wreckage
Can you pull my heart from the crashing waves
Hold me in this pure unfading love
Don’t wait up
Don’t wait up for me
Don’t wait up
Don’t wait up for me
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Myself
03:10
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I’m not feeling myself
I’m not feeling myself
I’m not feeling myself
I’m not feeling myself
Can I talk to you?
Can I tell you how it feels to be this down
Can I tell you the truth?
Can I tell you how it feels to feel so low
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New City
03:27
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Then I saw a new city coming down, for the old is gone
The sea is gone
Standing as a bride for her husband now, a voice rang out
bringing comfort sounds
Reaching out to wipe every tear you shed, every pain you feel,
every brokenness
Death lay in the dust on its final breath, It’s rot and reign
is a passing claim
Seated on the throne behold your King,
who is here with you, making all things new
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Vampires
04:13
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I’m not dead
But I’m not going outside
I’m too scared
I can’t turn off the lights
Vampires are waiting on me
Vampires are waiting on me
I’m too scared
I can’t settle this fright
No one seems to know
No one seems to care
No one seems to know
No one's going out there
This can’t last
It’s been going too long
This will pass
If I keep singing my songs
Vampires are waiting on me
Vampires keep wanting me
This will pass
If I try closing my eyes
No one seems to know
No one seems to care
No one seems to know
No one's going out there
Take me as I am, tell me everything is going to get better
Take me as I am, tell me all about warmer weather
Take me as I am babe, tell me everything is going to get better
Take me as I am, tell me all about warmer weather
No one seems to know
No one seems to care
No one seems to know
No one's going out there
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Rocks In My Face
04:17
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I’ve got rocks in my face
You think I would mind
Gettin bigger everyday
Gettin bigger all the time
I’ve got polyps in my colon
Gott’em in my stomach too
I’m worried about my family
I’m worried what this will do
What’s that you were saying about the traffic
Was it really all so bad
What’s that you saying about the weather
Is it really all so sad
I’ve got rocks in my face
I’ve got a cliff you could climb
They change the way I eat
Change the way I smile
I’ve got lumps in my skin
I’ve got scars, one or two
I’m worried about my family
I’m worried what this will do
What’s that you were saying about your co-worker
Is she really all so bad
What’s that you were saying about your what that politician said that one time?
Is it really all so sad
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Every moment so special
Every breath you take serene
Feel my arms across the blades or grass
Breath in deep the suffering
Feel the sand under my feet
Feel my skin against the breeze
Every fight and every conversation
A blessed curse to receive
I want a life that’s always this mundane
I found beauty in every scene
Slowing down has been a Gardner’s gift
A gift I needed to receive
Every interaction a blessing
Every face you see a dream
Every person a child of glory
A glorious weight that goes unseen
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10. |
No! No! No!
04:28
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No, no, no
No, no, no, no
No, no, no
No, no, no, no,
Can I even shoulder it, without my regrets
Can I even stomach you and what you might think next
Will you let me feel the things that I can’t quite accept
Even tho I’m safer now doesn’t it mean I haven’t wept
No, no, no,
No, no, no, no
No, no, no
No, no, no, no
Have you ever felt the sting of not knowing what’s ahead
Have you ever turned to see the misery and dread
Do you know that agony of things you left unsaid
Will you haunt me all days, will you have no respect
No, no, no,
No, no, no, no
No, no, no
No, no, no, no
I am turning off the sounds inside my head
I can’t let the this demon sleep beside me in bed
I can’t keep it bottled up til they lay me down in death
I can’t let my suffering claim everything that’s left
No, no, no,
No, no, no, no
No, no, no
No, no, no, no
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